You are a limited being. The pain inside you can only accumulate so much.
You must be patient. You must be prepared to go into yourself and let the healing process happen.
Pride is the product of harmful attitudes, which lead to emotions amplifying your pain.
Learn to be humble and reach out your hand for help.
Say you need help, be vulnerable among those you trust.
You will be strong again someday, but that day is not today.
If you need medication to have the courage to go out, you cannot work.
If the slightest stress makes your knees buckle, you cannot stand alone.
You must be humble, you must live with acceptance.
You must know no shame, you must live with acceptance.
Until you accept, you will but delay the inevitable.
No love will you find, for none are your saviour.
No peace will you find, for you will be haunted.
No sanctuary exists, for these feelings are carried with you.
So let it wash over you, let it pass through.
Even the darkest pain, do not resist it.
Be with it, let it work its dark work.
Trust that your natural being can eventually heal you.
Trust that you are made of light.
Know your limits as a finite entity
Of a finite race, upon a finite world
Never again let yourself come to this.
Love yourself, forgive yourself
Swallow pride, seek help – it is there.
Humanity has a large heart.
And so do you.
Be patient, live step by step and day by day
When you are ready to stand again
You will just know it.
Everything by nature wishes to live
It is encoded into you
Trust the very essence of your being.